Getting so close to the end of this Visual Effects course, with the final days before project is due and then at that point it's on to the public presentation. I'm not sure what to feel in all this, as having a mixture of stress, anxiety and excitement has left me worn and my nerves feel shot. Given that only a month or two ago I was about to throw it all in thanks to some serious shit going on with my life, I can only be thankful to the support staff for helping me pull through.
Heck, thanks to them and the faculty teachers, I've been able to catch up and with luck I'll be able to pull this off. Living with mental illness is always hard and it's constantly being pointed out how critical I am on myself and how I don't take positive feedback too well. Doesn't help that when I do stuff to better improve myself and my life that there is always something that tends to pull me back down, but thanks to the support I'm getting, I will hopefully complete this course and start planning for where to go from there.
Should have stuff from my course uploaded here within the next few weeks, most likely after the presentation night is done.
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