So over the last few weeks I've uploaded a number of posts which may come off as negative or rage inducing. Having spent time away on Easter break with family, I've had time too sit back and think. My problem is that as much as I am passionate, I'm also very emotional and have a strong sense of justice. The problem is justice in an unjust world.
Depression and Anxiety leave one in a very negative state and in turn let's more negative emotions come through. This means that when I get passionate about a subject, I also get very angry. Then we get stupid reactions from a load minority which only push me further. But I don't want to be angry, I just want to get my opinion out in a way that comes off more like a thought out discussion instead of a rage induced rant. As a result of the last few weeks (seriously, the stupidity is reaching ridiculous levels at this point) this has put my in a rather bad state and has effected my mental and physical health.
So my plan is to try and cut back on these rage filled posts (until I can find a better way to write them out) and try to focus more on positive and useful topics. I apologise if the blog has gotten a little off track...
What are you talking about? What track were we on to begin with?
~Zargooran
...but those posts will remain as I do still stand by most of what was said. Also gives me something to consider when writing future posts as a sort of standard to do better.
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